http://whatkatiedid.blog.co.uk/What do you do when you are a 30 year old single mother of two under fives, all you're friends are loved-up with silly boys and you have too much time on your pretty little hands? You write a bloody blog!en-EUhttp://backend.userland.com/rss092http://whatkatiedid.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/b4/3389dbf495312ada45b8ce32e0e152_160x200.jpgNOOOOoooooo!!! don’t cry you deserve to have a fresh start in a new year..when I split from my ex..(along time ago) I used to get a thrill when I spoke to her and she was down it made me feel good that i was wanted and missed...it was not deliberate but as long as I knew she had a bit of a torch for me I would not let go.. bit like an irritating itch for her I expect...till one day someone made her see the light and she cast me off completely...straight away I came back and tried to get back in control..(yes it is about control)...well she broke clean and pushed me far away and went from strength to strength...as did I<br> <br> Before you start calling me names I know it was wrong but I was quite young...well compared to now and although we split...part of me still loved her and was not going to let go and I wanted to stay in control and have everything by my rules<br> <br> Anyway not sure if that helps...oh and we are great mates now...she has a great husband is a deputy head teacher and gets on with all my family..<br> <br> Be strong.. Live the life you deserve and not the life others try to make you live.<br> <br> Another nice song to help you think and plan how in 2008 you are going to take control of your life and be what you know you can be.<br> <br> http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=2A2Jt4WOxN8<br> <br> <img src="http://bestsmileys.com/unicorns/1.gif"> http://whatkatiedid.blog.co.uk/2008/01/04/i_know_you_re_lonely~3529833/#c5648521Fri, 04 Jan 2008 23:11:03 +0100thats really nice, and now i want to cry again!!!!!<br> thank you xhttp://whatkatiedid.blog.co.uk/2008/01/04/i_know_you_re_lonely~3529833/#c5648320Fri, 04 Jan 2008 22:51:59 +0100Apache Blessing<br> <br> May the sun bring you new energy by day,<br> May the moon softly restore you by night,<br> May the rain wash away your worries<br> And the breeze blow new strength into your being,<br> And all the days of your life may you walk<br> Gently through the world and know its beauty.<br> <br> May you only find<br> <br> Gra, Dilseacht, Cairdeas -- Love, Loyalty, Friendship<br> <br> http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=Q32_G215bb0&feature=related<br> <br> crap song but good sentiments<br> <br> http://whatkatiedid.blog.co.uk/2008/01/04/i_know_you_re_lonely~3529833/#c5648281Fri, 04 Jan 2008 22:47:45 +0100I found that by writing things down and then setting them free here, in cyber land, has helped me enormously. Write when you want and what you want. <br> <br> Best of luck xhttp://whatkatiedid.blog.co.uk/2008/01/03/tears_and_rain~3524734/#c5639143Thu, 03 Jan 2008 22:35:10 +0100